Today marks 1 year since I was laying down in my bed and decided to check my breasts and found a rather large lump/mass in my right breast. I remember that feeling I had when I found it and kept thinking it was not real but kept feeling it. I had that sickening feeling in my stomach telling me something was not right. I went to sleep and forgot about it for the night. I tried to forget about the next day but would get that same feeling stomach every time I would think about it. I would not tell anybody about it until the next day when I decided to tell Jeff and he encouraged me to call my doctor. I am so thankful for him because I am not sure I would have called otherwise. I was scared and did not want to know what it was but on the other hand I did want to know what it was (if that makes sense).
Today I am in a good place. I am thankful that this is all behind me and I am not dwelling on the fact that 1 year ago today I found it. I am thankful I found it and hopefully will be around for many more years since I decided to go forth with all the recommended treatments. So today, I will celebrate my life and my future. I will not let cancer get me down today!!!
Happy celebration of life and future day. You are a warrior!
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